Ur Society
S t r u c t u r e s a n d S y s t e m s
- Rakenteita ja järjestelmiä |
S t r u c t u r e s a n d S y s t e m s
- Rakenteita ja järjestelmiä " How comes the world to be here at all instead of the nonentity which might be imagined in its place ? (...) Not only that anything should be, but that this very thing should be, is mysterious ! Philosophy stares, but brings no reasoned solution, for from nothing to being there is no logical bridge. " James, William ( 1842 – 1910 ) : Some Problems of Philosophy : A Beginning of an Introduction to Philosophy ( 1911 ), University of Nebraska Press 1996 : ISBN 0-8032-7587-0. Chapter III THE PROBLEM OF BEING, pp. 39-40. Directory / Sisällysluettelo Foreword / Alkusanat : Diameters / Halkaisijat [ 20.7.2015 ] Premise ( s ) Background / Taustaa : aha ! moment ( this is herstory ) Poverty - Structural violence / Köyhyys - Rakenteellinen väkivalta 0 Life itself / Elämä sinänsä 0.1 about Living 1 Technical solutions / Tekniset ratkaisut 1.1 Shutdown of landlines / Lankapuhelimen alasajo 1.2 Traffic / Liikenne 1.2.1 Big bullies / Teiden ritarit 1.3 Bureaucracy / Byrokratia 1.3.1 Perustaso / Basic level 1.4 2 Relatives, Family and Friends, Pets / Sukulaiset, perhe ja ystävät, lemmikit 2.1 Old classmate / Vanha koulukaveri 2.2 Close relative / Lähisukulainen 2.3 Boyfriend´s ex / Boyfriend´s ex 2.4 Pet, child, the powerless / Lemmikki, lapsi, vallattomat 2.4.1 Dog / Koira 2.4.2 2.5 Someone from former job / Entinen työkaveri 2.6 Husbands and wives 2.6.1 There 2.6.2 Matrimonial confession 3 Religion / Uskonto 3.1 Rebirth / Jälleensyntymä 3.1.1 Tractor / Traktori 3.1.2 Then what / Entä sen jälkeen 3.2 Obligatory day offs / Pakolliset vapaat 3.2.1 Turning of the calender year / Kalenterivuodenvaihde 4 Media, Cultural Precariat / Media, kulttuuriprekariaatti 4.1 I had a break / Pidin tauon 4.2 The Myth about artists / Taiteilijamyytti 4.3 Wanted / Paikka vapaana 5 Food / Ruoka 5.1 Children and Non-vegetarians / Lapset ja non-veget 5.2 What ...? - - you don´t eat meat ? / Mitä ...? - - etkö syö lihaa ? 5.3 Recipes for all possible / Reseptejä kaikkeen mahdollliseen. / Foreword 5.4 Coffee / Kahvi 5.5 Eat it - or eat it and cry / Syöt, tai itket ja syöt 6 The world's population distribution / man issue / Maailman väestönjakauma / miesongelma 6.1 Simpletons / Tomppelit 6.2 The Handle of Power / Vallan kahva 6.2.1 Climate change / Ilmastonmuutos 6.2.1.1 Closure 6.3 Husbands and wives ( house-bonds and house-trues ), and why fe-males are in fact free-males, and why we ought to correct this misunderstanding immediately. 6.4 Genders / Sukupuolet 7 The old concept of work - as a structure / Työ, trad., rakenteena 7.1 7.2 About being nimble / Ketteryydestä Richness - The Universe / Rikkaus - Universumi 0 Life itself / Elämä sinänsä 0.1 about Living 0.2 about Being 0.2.1 why care 0.3 about Sex 0.3.1 A story. 0.3.2 ataraxia 1 A completely new concept of work - as a system / Työ, non-trad., systeeminä 2 Systemic survival techniques / Systeemiselviämisiä 2.1 Conceptualist 2.2 Humourist 2.3 Holist 2.4 Universal L o v e r 2.5 Colorist 2.6 Artist 2.7 Trickster / The Joker appendix 1 Premise ( s ) / Alkuoletus | in the beginning What H A P P E N E D to them ? appendix 2 Interesting concepts - to K . I . S . S . Foreword / Alkusanat
Diameters - Halkaisijat voiko näin hiljaista ollakaan ? istun kuistilla punaisessa keinussa lempeä hentoinen tuulenviri heiluttaa ohuita verhoja, ja aurinko paistaa niiden läpi. suloiset varjot kiertyvät ja ojentuvat laiskasti vaalealla seinällä Olen omassa maassani. Tunnen tämän maan. Tunnen oman massani, tämän maan massan. Voin olla. Kaikki on tulevassa tilassa, kaiken tulevan voin hyväksyä osana tätä maata, tätä massaa. Ymmärrän kaiken, myös salatut merkitykset ja piilotajunnan, enkä hämmästy enää mistään. Tämä on mitä on, ja olen nähnyt tämän, ollut täällä niin monta vuotta, niin monta vuotta, elämäni. Rakastettuni istuu sääret paljaina ja valokuvaa itseään. Hän antaa asioiden kiertyä halkaisijoidensa varassa, puuttumatta niihin. Hän osaa odottaa, koska tietää kaikilla asioilla olevan omat halkaisijansa ja omat kiertonopeutensa, ja lopulta kaikkien pienien kivien asettuvan paikoilleen. Suuret asiat suurin halkaisijoin kiertyvät hitaasti. Asiat tapahtuvat tahoillaan toisistaan riippumatta, toisissaan riippuen, tosissaan tai hiljaa. Pienet asiat ovat kuin kakofoninen sommitelma kuin eritahtisten kellokauppa viisarivalintojen osoitinjärjestelmä kaoottinen kellokoneistokatatonia ( korvaa kuluttavia kokemuksia kiireestä kantapäähän ) I know I´m not perfect ( who is ? ) but some things in life are - like timing / how quiet it is I sit in the red porch swing gentle, delicate breeze waving thin curtains, and the sun shines through them. sweet shadows twist and extend lazily on the light wall I'm on my land. I know this land. I know my own mass, this land´s mass. I can be. All is in a state of becoming, all becoming I can accept as part of this land, this mass. I understand everything, even the hidden meanings and unconsciousness, and nothing surprises me any longer. This is what it is, and I've seen this, have been here so many years, so many years, my life. Beloved sitting with bare legs taking photos of himself. He lets diameters of things turn, without interfering with them. He knows how to wait, because he knows that all the things have their own diameters, and their own rotation speeds, and eventually all the small rocks settle into their places. Large things with large diameters turn slowly. Things happen, by themselves independently of one another, depending on each other, seriously or quietly. Little things are as a cacophonic composition as a clock shop of different tempos the indicator system of hand choices Chaoticclockworkcatatonia (replaces consuming experiences from head to toe) I know I'm not perfect ( who is? ) but some things in life are - like timing Written by ©Tiina Hölli on Monday 20.07.2015 at 20:12, published in own website Writer at 23:50, published in own website Tiina´s Collection on Wednesday 22.07.2015 at 15:40, published in own website Ur Society on Wednesday 22.07.2015 at 17:00 Premise ( s ) / Alkuoletus
Background / Taustaa
aha ! moment ( this is herstory ) I had an Epiphany in December 2000, that
and because, and as
so ... ... ... ... ... the whole point of this ... A L L ... is H A P P E N I N G , nothing else, just H A P P E N I N G , that H A P P E N I N G H A P P E N S , that H A P P E N I N G K E E P S H A P P E N I N G . ( Got it ? ) ... ... ... ... so what ?
In 1996 I had started a vast ( ongoing ) documentative Archiving Project as my graduation work from art school. In turn of the year 2000-2001, as an essential part of my graduation work ( May 2001) in Time-Space -Art -category, I wrote a long conceptual writing about my concept of Being ( sort of phenomenal, I was thinking at the time ) and about Nothingness as H A P P E N I N G. ( Few understood. ) ( Can be found in my art school's library, I guess. ) I continued my art studies to get a professional degree as a Painter, and graduated in December 2002 from the Painting -department, read about it here : |Agnes Martin| My art school graduation work 2002 included two separate kind of paintings as color studies: small color studies on square bases, and larger figurative paintings, in which I had used the knowledge I learned with the small ones. Later the figurative painting series gradually got an additional content as about Wizzards and Witches, Sorcerers and Magicians - and later on I included it in my newer figurative painting series W O O M - Man. In these figurative paintings, besides my skill in color, I of course was to show also a little of my figure drawing skills after all those years working working working like a maniac drawing croquis for hours at some point daily for months, while at the same time attending every Life Model Drawing session I could find, and studying densely & insanely classical anatomy drawing 1999 - 2001. It was absurd. I was absurd. But in the main role were My Colors. My Inner Colour Life. I was turning more and more to abstract painting and conceptual works. In my graduation work I included a writing ( a more poetic one ) about my Coloristic Painting and me being an Absurd Structure-Maker of 4-sided coloristic paintings ( ongoing ), series called " 4 x 28 = 107 ", 2002 - . ( Also this one can be found in my art school's library, I am guessing. --- Okay ... of course I have copies. ) Since 2004 this series of paintings ( also as a structure ) has been presented in several galleries and other public spaces together with another absurd structure I made ( ongoing ), a series of hundreds of little Artist's Books called epäröintejä lyijykynällä / hesitations with a pencil, 2004 - . For survival causes during past years I had to sell some separate pieces of work from both of these compilations to different collectors, but I am confident that these collectors will some day gather the pieces and themselves in a big powwow and dance around my art hahaha Since then I have found solid proofs, that I am onto something here ; that is ; I found s o m e t h i n g ... work continues ... only now I k n o w what I'm doing [ oh yes -- > ( öh ? ) ] This is the third book to gather my conceptual writings together with my poetic expression : Ur Society. In several points I am still that uttermost beautifully color-mindly-equipped, clear and stupid student beginning to paint - on the one hand this is excellent progress as it shows nothing's happened in-me ; I am still beautiful-mindedly as pure as I have always been when it comes to colouristic painting itself, having my own, individual inner colors still - but then again, on the other hand I am so done, in fact so over(done) and out, that I don't give a shit anymore. I never had a message ( I thought ), and I said I can stop any minute, and I am okay with Nothing, and who gives a shit about my painting ( s ) anyway. What to do then. I don't know. I don't know. Written and being re-written by © 2015 -> Tiina Hölli since February 2015 for the painting series " 4 x 28 = 107 " Poverty - Structural violence
/ Köyhyys - Rakenteellinen väkivalta Eräs epähieno henkilö kysyi meiltä nopeasti ja aggressiivisesti : " Minkä takia te olette köyhiä ? " ( koska olin juuri vastannut johonkin hänen uteluunsa : " ... siksi koska me olemme köyhiä. " ) Pohditaanpas tätä asiaa nyt hieman perusteellisemmin. Emmehän me varsinaisesti koekaan olevamme köyhiä, vaan
Potentiaalia, joka meiltä puuttuu, emme itse kaipaa, vaan yhteiskunta edellyttää meidän sitä hankkivan vastoin todellisia tarpeitamme. Yhteiskunta on luonut nämä tarpeet, emme me. Tätä kutsutaan nimellä " RAKENTEELLINEN VÄKIVALTA ". Olosuhteet muutetaan päätöksillä sellaisiksi, että ihmiset joutuvat sijoittamaan varansa välineisiin, vaikka sama lopputulos olisi mahdollinen ilman näitä välineitä. Näin hämärtyy reaalitotuus; tietystä välineestä tulee välttämätön pakko, vaikka se on vain eräs lukuisista tavoista päästä lopputulokseen. 0 Life itself / Elämä sinänsä 0.1 about Living What if your whole life is like trying to remove a typo - say a harmful extra dot in a sentence - and you just can´t get it off, how ever hard you try, you read the manual, you ask for advice, you call specialists, you stay up countless nights and ponder about this - nothing works. This dot stays there and there does not seem to be a way to fix this. Until one morning, after years and your hair gotten grey, you once again open your laptop or whatever, and wtf. You find out that all the time it was fly poo on the screen. Written and published by ©Tiina Hölli on Wednesday 08.07.2015 at 17:21in Writer and later also on AIR BORNE and now on Thor´s day 27.8.2015 at 16:51 also here in Ur Society 1 Technical solutions / Tekniset ratkaisut 1.1 Shutdown of landlines / Lankapuhelimen alasajo [ Kännykät ovat käteviä, kyllä kyllä kyllä ja tavallaan ( mutta pääasiassa moneen m u u h u n käyttöön kuin välineenä pikaisesti puheitse tapahtuvaan yleispätevään kommunikaatioon - ajatellaanpa tätä siis nyt enemmänkin rakenteellisen väkivallan teoreettisena esimerkkinä ajatuksieni tueksi ) ] ... muistan kyllä tunteen, kun en matkan / liikkumisen aikana ollut tavoitettavissa tai tavoittanut läheistäni. Hinta tästä paljon kehutusta saavutettavuudesta on ollut mittava kuluneiden 2o ja risat vuoden aikana kännyköitä käyttäessäni. Nykyistä leppoisampaan olemiseen ja lunkimpaan puhekommunikaatioon olisivat lankapuhelin ja yleisöpuhelimet parempi vaihtoehto. ... turvallisempi, kuuluvampi, häiriöttömämpi, nopeampi, kansainvälisempi, kätevämpi käyttöliittymältään, helpompi oppia käyttämään milloin tahansa missä tahansa periaatteeltaan muuttumattomana, säteilemättömämpi, lisälaitteettomampi, komponentittomampi, akuton, laturiton, vaaraton, lapsiystävällisempi, vanhusystävällisempi, kestävämpi, vessanpyttyynputoamattomampi, kulumattomampi, luotettavampi, reaktiovarmempi, yllätyksettömämpi, yleistajuisempi, yleispätevämpi, yksinkertaisempi, halvempi, ongelmajätteettömämpi, raaka-aine-hiilijalanjäljettömämpi, tasku-/murtovaraskiinnostamaton, tietoturvallisempi perustyökalu ... ... siis kaiken kaikkiaan parempi vaihtoehto. Pohdintamme kannalta lankapuhelin siis voittaa kännykän. Jos lankapuhelimet olisivat vielä käytössä, käyttäisin yhä samaa vempelettä kuin 1980-luvulla, sillä ei ole mitään erityistä syytä vaihtaa toimivaa mekaanista laitetta, ehjänä siis vuosikymmeniä ja vuosikymmeniä säilynyttä. Jos muotoilukin on alunperin hiottu ja ajateltu, en edes huomaa koko vehjettä kun käytän sitä. Se toimii. Toisin on nyt käynyt. Vuodesta 1994 alkaen olen käyttänyt huomattavan osan varoistani, ja merkittävän osan ajastani ja energiastani
" haloo ...? haloo ...? haloo...? nyt pätki pahasti, en saanut selvää, voitko toistaa, haloo ...? nyt ei kuulu mitään tänne, kuuletko sinä minut, haloo ...? haloo ...? yritän soittaa uudestaan, tässä näkyy olevan vain yksi palkki kentässä, siirryn toiseen huoneeseen ... haloo ...? ei auttanut, menen ulos... haloo ...? oijoi nyt alkoi korvaani kuumottaa, akussa on varmaan jotain kontaktihäiriöitä voi eih ( räjähtääkö tää nyt ? ) odotas kun yritän avata tämän kännyn kalenterin haloo ...? no nyt se katkes palkit meni, seisonkohan minä tukiaseman ja kännykän välissä ..? haloo ...? aivot kuumenee oi ei - - - mitä minun pitikään sanoa haloo ...? oijoi kun niskat on ihan jumissa au au au piip ... oho nyt akku lopp... " Kaikki nämä varat, energian ja ajan olisin mielelläni pitänyt omassa valinnassani. Toisin on nyt käynyt. Lankapuhelimet ja yleisöpuhelimet tehtiin mahdottomiksi ja poistettiin. Vaihtoehtoja ei ole. Minun on pakko sijoittaa varojani herkästi hajoavaa elektroniikkaa sisältävään pikku leluun, ja hankkia uusi kappale tuon tuosta - syynä on ollut hajoaminen, jonkin erillisen pienen komponentin ennenaikainen kuluminen, valmistusvirhe, akkumallin loppuunmyynti ja valmistuksen lopettaminen tai ohjelmallinen yhteensopimattomuus. Kaikki kännykkään liittyvä pakollinen informaatio on netissä, joten minun on sijoitettava varojani myös nettiin tai kuljetuksiin netin äärelle. Minulla oli myös pakko olla maksullinen pankkitili voidakseni maksaa puhelukuluni. Jotka olivat hyvin, hyvin pienet, koska puhelimessa puhuminen oli pitkään ainoa kuluerä, johon voin omalla toiminnallani itse vaikuttaa. Seurauksena tästä puheluhintoja nostettiin. (Edes hieno keksintö tekstiviesti ei TUO säästöjä, mutta usein aiheutti vain lisäpöhinää, ajanhukkaa ja lisäkuluja.) Voidakseni olla toimiva ja laillinen yksilö tässä yhteiskunnassa, minulla kuitenkin on oltava puhelin, sillä niin monet yhteiskunnan toiminnot o(li)vat puhelimen takana: ajanvaraukset, tilaukset, peruutukset, muutokset. Palvelupisteitä ei enää ole, puhelinpalvelu saattaa ulkoistettuna sijaita toisella puolella maata tai maapalloa. Vaihtoehtoa puhelimitse tapahtuvalle asiainselvittelylle ei yleensä kuitenkaan ole, koska sähköposteihin, nettipalautekaavakkeisiin ja kirjeisiin ei vastata ja katuliikettä tai edes käyntiosoitetta ei enää ole. Mikäli kivijalkapalvelupiste (lue : ostari-lasiseinäpalvelupiste) löytyy, sen käyttämisestä saatetaan periä erillistä palvelumaksua - kuten myös palvelunumeroihin soittamisesta. Ennen pääsin toimimaan tasapäisesti tässä yhteiskunnassa pelkän lankayleisöpuhelimen avulla muutamalla markalla. Pääomaa ei tarvittu, irtainta omaisuutta ei tarvinnut kuljettaa mukanaan, eikä suojella sitä tietomurroilta ja taskuvarkailta. Useimmat asiat saattoi hoitaa nokakkain tiskin takana istuvan asiakaspalvelijan kanssa, joka oli toinen ihminen - joka ymmärsi puhettani ja elekieltäni ja jolle pystyin tarvittaessa ojentamaan materiaalia lisäselvitykseksi - myös laskunmaksut pystyin hoitamaan suoraan laskuttajalle ilman välitysmaksuja. Joten. Mitähän SÄÄSTÖJÄ samassa aikaikkunassa kännykkä sitten vastaavasti minulle soi ...? Meille, maailmalle ...? Hmm ... Nyt siis ymmärrämme, miksi olemme köyhiä. Written by ©Tiina Hölli torstaina 24.03.2009 klo 12:34, editoitu ja julkaistu v. 1.0 omilla nettisivuilla Ur Society lauantaina 11.7.2015 20:58 ja koko ajan editointitilassa as we speak. As is the rest of this shit. 1.2 Traffic / Liikenne
1.2.1 Big bullies / Teiden ritarit Tähän on tulossa mielipide rekkakuskeista kiusaamassa pienempiään, jos löydän sen smarketin kuitin jostain. [ Piti toisella kädellä ohjata autoa ] Soon, in here, coming up an opinion about truck drivers harrassing their smaller ones, if I can find that shop receipt someplace. [ Had to hold the steering wheel with the other hand ] 1.3 Bureaucracy / Byrokratia
1.3.1 Basic level / Perustaso 2 Relatives, Family and Friends, Pets
/ Sukulaiset, perhe ja ystävät, lemmikit 2.1 Old classmate / Vanha koulukaveri oi ihanaa ! onpa hienon näköistä ! no kätevää ! sähän olet saanut tän kivasti ! no eikö ookin ? nii -i ! sanos muuta ! nimenomaan just näin [ omg I´m faking it again kuinka tyhmä oikein olet ? kuinka et huomaa kuinka tyhmänä sinua oikein pidän ] [ kaikki palautui mieleeni muistin juuri miksi alunperin aloin sinua vältellä tämä pirteä kiinnostuneen naamari kiristää niin saatanasti ] joo, on tosi kivat ! [ hymyileminen tekee ihan yhtä kireää kuin ennenkin ] [ oh fuck fuck fuck pakko päästä välillä vessaan olemaan totinen ] [ kun ei kiinnosta yhtään nää sun jutut -- ja onko se mun vika vai ] nii - i , joo harvoin näkee tällasta --- että joku vielä jaksaa laittaa, ihan täytyy ihmetellä [ ja paskat täytyy koska se seuraava bussi lähtikään, en kestä tätä enää kovin pitkään, ja vasen poskilihas alkoi jo väpättää voi t u s k a a ! oi miksi suostuin tulemaan ? ? ? ] oli tosi kiva jutella pitkästä aikaa, joo soitellaan ja tavataan pian taas uudestaan [ oh fuck never ! älä luule että astun samaan vipuun vielä uudestaan ] joo ja kerro terveisiä miehellesi, harmi kun ei häntä nähty tässä samalla olisi ollut kiva tutustua mutta sitten ensi kerralla [ just joo, ukko istuu varmaan yksin vaatehuoneessa ja odottaa lähtösignaalia ] joo no hei nyt sitten ja onnea vaan uuteen kotiin Written by ©Tiina Hölli 09.12.2009 klo 21:35, editoitu ja julkaistu omilla nettisivuilla Ur Society sunnuntaina 19.7.2015 22:04 2.2 Lähisukulainen / Close relative
A Voi miksi miksi te ette tule kyläilemään luokseni. B Voisiko olla mahdollisesti, että me emme ihan vaan pidä sinusta ? Sinulla on meidän mielestämme vastenmielinen todellisuuskäsitys, ja sinun seurassasi meille tulee ahdistunut ja turvaton olo. Jälkeenpäin emme ole tyytyväisiä itseemme, koska turvauduimme vilpilliseen kohteliaisuuteen päästäksemme ehjin nahoin ulos siitä tilanteesta. Häpeämme omaa pakoamme valheelliseen puheeseen ja epäaidon ystävälliseen naamarikäytökseen, joka on epäreilua myös sinua kohtaan, sillä antamamme vääristyneen palautteen kautta saat väärän kuvan meidän tunteistamme sinua kohtaan. Me emme pidä sinusta emmekä halua olla tekemisissä kanssasi. Mutta miksi s i n ä kiusaat meitä jatkuvilla pyynnöilläsi ? kun me emme selvästikään halua tulla. Antaisit meidän olla rauhassa. Et voita tällä mitään. Written by ©Tiina Hölli maanantaina 21.12.2009 klo 21:18, editoitu ja julkaistu omilla nettisivuilla Ur Society lauantaina 19.7.2015 01:01 2.3 Boyfriend´ s e x / Boyfriend´ s e x
haha : D got´ya ! This story is about a boyfriend´ s e x -girlfriend, a common-law marriage, in fact. 2.4 Lemmikki, lapsi, vallattomat / Pet, child, the powerless
2.4.1 Koira Jos haluaa elämälleen keskipisteen ( perustan, pohjapalkin, kulmakiven, kotilieden lämmön = koiran ), silloin täytyy myös hyväksyä se, että elämäsi määräytyy ja määrittyy tämän keskipisteen kautta, ja sinun tulee ensin hajoittaa koko siihenastinen olemisesi ja sitten priorisoida se uudestaan tämän uuden kautta, sillä juuri sitähän varten, juuri siksi sinä sen keskipisteen otit. Kaikki muu on petosta. Written by ©Tiina Hölli sunnuntaina 13.12.2009 klo 15:53, editoitu ja julkaistu omilla nettisivuilla Ur Society lauantaina 19.7.2015 01:14 2.5 Someone from former job / Entinen työkaveri
A Olen, kyllä vain. Puhelimessa. B bla bla bla : ) A Anteeksi, mutta kenen kanssa minä nyt keskustelen ? B bla bla bla ? A Juu kyllä, olin siellä töissä, mutta ... tämä on nyt ehkä hieman noloa, mutta kun minä en nyt yhtään ... B bla bla bla A Niin aivan, mutta ... siis kun minä en nyt ollenkaan muista, että me ollaan tavattu ... B bla bla bla ! ! A Ahaa ? Joo- o, joo -o ... tuota, kun minä en saa kyllä päähäni nyt millään ... B bla bla bla ! ? ! A Niin varmasti kyllä joo, mutta ... B bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla ! A Nyt minun täytyy kyllä ... siis suokaa nyt anteeksi, mutta kun minä en kertakaikkiaan nyt muista teitä yhtään. B ! A Hyvää illan jatkoa vaan sinnekin, juu kuulemiin. [ fffjiuuh ... se oli täpärällä ... uh ] Written by © 2009 Tiina Hölli sunnuntaina 09.12.2009 heti klo 21:35 jälkeen, editoitu ja julkaistu omilla nettisivuilla Ur Society sunnuntaina 19.7.2015 22:44 2.6 Husbands and wives
2.6.1 There She said he said he feels himself so l o n e l y he send her a videolink of a couple dancing She said she had not known he was this much banal, she said. 4 decades of being married with the wrong one, she said, who was so stubborn believing to be the right one so trustful so trustful and stuck in his believing in his being The Only Right-(full-Owner) -one, and now he 's eating Depression Pills and saying he feels himself so L O N E L Y after doing always e v e r y t h i n g with her ( - She was E V E R YT H I N G to him ! ! ! - ) e v e r y t h i n g, he told The Mother, and The Mother called Her, The Mother called Her and Said, girl - be kind to this boy. He does not deserve this. He S U F F E R S What could She do to end his sufferings ? He already had had 40 Years of Rotten Marriage with a horrible, horrible insane woman, who had lied to him all these years he told her, when kicked her out of His House, and NOW he feels himself LONELY ? She shook her head, in her head she shook her head in her head she shook her head did a little Google search and reversed him and his undeletable wrong songs and send him a link to the local dancing school for clumsy beginners. Written by © 2016 Tiina Hölli 15.07.2016 15:45 and published in Writer by © 2016 Tiina Hölli 19.07.2016 22:00 Published in own website Ur Society on Friday 05.08.2016 02:38 2.6.2 Matrimonial confession
marriage as an institution - confession
"If either of you know any impediment, why ye may not be lawfully joined together in matrimony, ye do now confess it." The Form of Solemnization of Matrimony I will agree with ye, The Society, that I let ye, The Society, take my personal idea of how I become happy, and fix it in my mind with a certain one person, who is obviously a similar idiot like me with such a weak personality and without any will power at all, just like me, and who will never be able to deliver this happiness to me, but I will live unhappy for the rest of my life blaming this unfortunate significant other for his/her shortcomings and impotence of making me happy. Amen. Written by © 2017 Tiina Hölli 28.04.2017 01:00 - published in Writer and Ur Society 02.05.2017 14:00 3 Religion / Uskonto
3.1 Rebirth / Jälleensyntymä
3.1.1 Traktori A ( kiroilee hidasta traktoria tien päällä ) B ( korvat kuumenevat ) Ehkä Hyvä Jumala Viisaudessaan päättääkin tehdä sinusta maanviljelijän seuraavassa elämässäsi, niin huomaatpa sinäkin tuon olevan rankkaa työtä kuule. A Mikäs se sellainen jumala on ? B Häh A Niin että mikäs se sellainen jumala on, joka minusta farmarin tekisi ? B No - Herramme Isä Jumala hyvänen aika ihminen ! Mitäs sinä nyt oikein vänkäät ? ? A Sitä vaan että ei Se jumala kyllä mitään jälleensyntymisiä hoitele. Sinun tulee kumartaa Vishnua tai sinne päin. B Voi kamala sinun kanssa, älä aina rienaa noin ! aina sun pitää noita epäjumalia tuoda tähän minä kun vain parikin sanaa puhun kaunista Raamatun sanomaa. Kyllä sinunkinlaisen ametistin pitäisi se Pyhä Kirja lukaista läpi kerran, ja tulla sitten vasta aidon kastetun kristityn kanssa väittelemään kuule. Herkeä nyt ja kato minne ajat, ettei tässä käy huonosti. A No hyvin tässä ei käy kellekään, se on kai jo selvää. 3.1.1 Tractor A (swears to a slow tractor on the road) B (ears heat up) Maybe Dear God in His Wisdom decides to make you a farmer in the next life, so you´ll find that's a tough job, now. A What kind of a god would that be ? B Huh A So what kind of a god would make a farmer out of me ? B Well - the Father of our Lord God for God's sake man ! What are you now insisting about ? ? A Nothing much, just that that is not the God to take care of rebirths. You must bow Vishnu or so, that way. B Oh my god with you, do not always slander about ! Always you have to keep bringing those false gods up to this when all I did was just a couple of words I'm talking about the beautiful message of the Bible. Yes an amethyst such as you should skim the Holy Book through once, and only then to come to debate with genuine christened Christian listen you me. Desist now, and look where you´re driving, not anybody to end up badly here. A Well no body ends up goodly here, this must be clear to every body by now. Written by ©Tiina Hölli on Monday 16.11.2009 klo 21:10, editoitu ja julkaistu omilla nettisivuilla Ur Society lauantaina 18.7.2015 00:44 translated on Monday 17.08.2015 at 23:12.. 3.1.2 Entä sen jälkeen
A Mitä tapahtuu kuoleman jälkeen ? B ( haastateltava ) : Suurin osa vainajista syödään. A Mutta entä sitten ? B Miten niin ? 3.1.2 Then what A What happens after death ? B (the interviewed ) : Most of the deceased are eaten. A But what then ? B How so ? Written by ©Tiina Hölli 30.11.2009 at 03:30, translated and published in own website Writer on Tuesday 14.07.2015 at 18:12 3.2 Obligatory day offs / Pakolliset vapaat
3.2.1 Kalenterivuodenvaihde A ( lähettää joulukortin sadanseitsemän muun seassa samat fraasit ) H J ja O H U V B ( saa senkin joulukortin vastaa mielessään ) En vietä joulua enkä toivo mitään, en edes erityisemmin O H U kalenterivuotta, eikä kiinnosta osallistua tämänkään elämän valheen ylläpitoon. Vanitas vanitatum et omnia vanitas ( jätepaperikeräykseen ) A ( kalkuloi saamansa joulukortit ja korreloi lähettämiinsä ) Perkele kun on pelkkiä kiittämättömiä paskiaisia maailma täynnä 3.2.1 Turning of the calender year A ( sends a Christmas card among one hundred and seven other cards all with the same phrases) MC and AHNY B ( receives even that Christmas card corresponds in mind ) I do not spend Christmas and I hope for nothing, not even particularly AHN Calendar Year, nor have I any interest to participate in maintaining this lie of life either. Vanitas vanitatum et omnia vanitas ( to waste paper collection ) A ( calculates received Christmas cards correlates to sent ones ) Oh jeezes what a shit world this is full of nothing but ungrateful bastards Written by ©Tiina Hölli on Monday 23-24.10.2010 klo 21:10, editoitu ja julkaistu omilla nettisivuilla Ur Society tiistaina 04.08.2015 19:21, translated on Monday 17.08.2015 22:50. 4 Media, Cultural Precariat
/ Media, kulttuuriprekariaatti quote : prekariaatti
source : www.sanakirja.org 4.1 I had a break / Pidin tauon Pidin tauon. Kahden viikon kuluttua avasin taas radion ( TV:tä minulla ei olekaan ) selasin kertyneet ilmaislehdet ( tilattuja minulle ei tulekaan ) ja hajanaisen muun datan, joka oli onnistunut läpäisemään rajoitetun tiedonkulkusuotimeni. Tätä paskan määrää ! Tätä tuskan paljoutta jo kahden viikon paperikasasta tämä kauhistuttava maailman tuska ! Miten kukaan voi olla enää järjissään ? Täytyy olla niin, että suurin osa suomalaisista yksinkertaisesti sulkee silmänsä ei enää kuuntele katso seuraa ei enää lue eikä ajattele sillä muutoinhan olisivat itsemurhat räjähtäneet käsiin konkreettisesti kuten Pakistanissa Afganistanissa Iranissa Irakissa Bangladeshissä Tunisiassa Turkissa Norjassa Yhdysvalloissa Ruotsissa Nigeriassa Thaimaassa Syyriassa Libyassa . . . . . Written by ©Tiina Hölli tiistaina 24.11.2009 klo 13:44, editoitu ja julkaistu omilla nettisivuilla Ur Society lauantaina 18.7.2015 01:42 4.2 Taiteilijamyytti
A Hei Taiteilija [ lisää nimi ] ! Tule pitämään meille näyttely ! B Heipähei. Paljonko maksatte siitä minulle ? A ? ? Maksamme ? Siis ei ... kun taiteilija maksaa MEILLE vuokraa näyttelytilasta. B ? Aijaaha. Te siis ehdotatte, että minä tulen somistamaan teidän yleisötilat ilmaiseksi ? A Niin ! Ajattele mikä hieno tilaisuus taiteilijalle saada näkyvyyttä ! B ? Tarkoitatte tietenkin, että mikä hieno tilaisuus teille saada mainostaa paikkaanne minun taiteilija-nimelläni [ lisää nimi ] ja maineellani ? A Niin ! Ajattele mikä hieno tilaisuus taiteilijalle saada myyntiä ! B ? Tarkoitatteko, että aiotte ostaa teokseni ? A No ei nyt tietenkään, taiteilija pilailee ... jos joku kyselee hintoja, niin annamme heille puhelinnumeronne. Otamme myyntipalkkiona vain puolet hinnasta. B ? Tarkoitatte, että haluatte palkan siitä, että minä tein vuosia töitä palkatta työhuoneellani. A Niin ! Meillä on suuret Pääomakulut. B Ja minullako ei ole, vaikka Pää ( omani ) kuluu tässä teidän kanssa höpöttäessäni ? A Niin ! [ Onnistuinko vedättämään teitä ? ] B [ Ette. ] A [ No minkäs sille mahtaa. Meressä on runsaasti kalaa - > lue : " Taiteilijoita " ] 4.2 The Myth about artists A Hello Artist [ insert name ] ! Come and hang here an exhibition ! B Hello. How much will you pay me for it ? A ? ? We will pay ? No no ... the artist pays us rent for the exhibition space. B ? I see. So you suggest that I come to decorate your audience spaces for free ? A Yes ! Think of what a great opportunity for an artist to gain visibility ! B ? Of course, you mean that what a great opportunity for you to get to advertise your place with my artist name [ insert name ], and with my reputation ? A Yes ! Think of what a great opportunity for the artist to get sales ! B ? Do you mean that you are going to buy my works ? A Well, no no, of course not, Artist is joking ... if someone inquires about the prices, we´ll give your telephone number. We will charge from you a selling fee of only half the price. B ? You mean that you want the salary for that, that I worked years without pay at my studio. A Yes ! We have large capital expenses. B And I don´t, you mean, even though the brain capital ( mine ) is wasted here when listening to you ? A Yes ! [ Did I manage to bluff you ? ] B [ No. ] A [ Well, doesn´t matter. The sea is rich with fish - > read : " Artists " ] Written by ©Tiina Hölli keskiviikkona 05.08.2015 klo 20:35, julkaistu omilla nettisivuilla Ur Society samantein, translated on Tuesday 18.8.2015 at 22:30 4.3 Wanted / Paikka vapaana
A great opportunity for an experienced, professional fine art manager : I have a place here in my studio for a manager. Or a secretary. In fact, both can come. It is a very nice empty wall, good light ( high windows to east ), you can put your work there. It will be very decorative. I know people are going to love it. Unfortunately I cannot pay you anything, in fact I will charge you some for the rent and electricity so you will have to pay me some money to come and work for me but think about the exposure / great publicity you will get Written by ©Tiina Hölli keskiviikkona 04.02.2015 ja julkaistu omilla nettisivuilla AIR BORNE 5 Food / Ruoka
5.1 Lapset ja Non-veget A Mitä pahaa minä muka olen tehnyt ? Miksi et voi sietää minua ? Miksi et halua seuraani ? B Jaa. No ensinnäkin, sinulla on lapsia. A Niin on, ja mitä sitten ? Eivät kai viattomat lapset ole sinulle mikään ongelma ? Eivät kai lapset ole maailmalle mitään pahaa tehneet ! B Ei, eivät lapset, vaan sinä. Kerrohan - mikä sinussa oli mielestäsi niin erityistä ja erinomaista, että halusit itsesi näin monistaa ? Ja vielä noin monta kertaa ? A No ... mutta ... B Toisekseen. Sinä syöt lihaa. Miksi tapat viattomia eläimiä, jos kerran muutoin puolustat viattomia. Eivät kai eläimetkään ole maailmalle mitään pahaa tehneet ? Mikset samantien syö lapsiasi, senkin kannibaali ! Nisäkkäät ovat veljiämme ! Kalat, matelijat ja linnut ovat esi-isiämme ! Ettäs kehtaat ! Ja kolmanneksi. En voi hyväksyä tuttavapiiriini tuhoajia, sillä mitä on kuluttaminen ? Sehän on materian tuhoamista, ja länsimaiset tuhoajat ovat vielä A1-luokkaa. Mutta kun et ole edes tietoinen immaterian käyttäjä. Luulet tekeväsi yhteiskunnalle suuren palveluksen olemalla olemassa, mutta todellisuudessa olet puhdaspiirteinen, piittaamaton globaalin yhteiskunnan suurahmari, ahne ja tyhmä. SIKSI en halua seuraasi. Hyvästi ! [ S L Ä M ] Written by ©Tiina Hölli 06.12.2009 klo 21:52, editoitu ja julkaistu omilla nettisivuilla Ur Society keskiviikkona 15.7.2015 01:49. 5.2 Mitä ...? - - etkö syö lihaa ?
A Mitä - - > ? ... etkö sinä syö lihaa ? ( / ... lyö koiraasi / ... laiminlyö lapsiasi / ... tottele vanhempiesi uratoiveita ? ) B Niin ... en tiedä ... mikä o n elämän tarkoitus ? A ... ? 5.2 What ...? - - you don´t eat meat ? A What - - > ? ... you don´t eat meat ? ( / ... beat your dog / ... neglect your children / ... obey the career wishes of your parents ? ) B Well yes ... I don´t know ... what i s the meaning of life ? A ... ? Written by ©Tiina Hölli on Thursday 26.11.2009 at 11:45, edited and published in own website Writer on Tuesday 14.07.2015 at 16:51, published in own website in Ur Society on Wednesday 15.07.2015 at 18:44, translated on Saturday 18.7.2015 at 00:44 5.3 Recipes | for all possible / Reseptejä kaikkeen mahdolliseen. Foreword
R u o k a [ Finnish Food Functionalities ] okay - a little foreword in English, or let's say : a summary, of what I eat, because I realize that all what follows here is totally incomprehensible even to most Finnish readers, even though I eat like a basic Finnish brown bear, and you know you are what you eat, so to be a bird, be a bear - to become a birdbear you are to learn this. Believe me. I know something of what I am talking about. My menu consists of 0 W A T E R 1 fresh fruits, vegetables, sprouts, beets, berries and all kinds of herbs and fiery spices, 2 seeds and nuts of all kinds, 3 soya in all forms, much ketchup, beans and some conserves like jalapeño 4 eggs ( if on sale ) 5 some sour milk products ( if on sale ) 6 coffee and green and white tea 7 some wholeweed, mostly dark dry bread, and especially oat flakes for porridge 8 vegetable oils, fish oils and sometimes even fish if I feel like I need it ( and if it's on sale ) Following recipes are mainly about number 3, because that sector is covered during the gloomy winter months, when there's nothing much to do but write down one's new culinary inventions by one's wood burner stove. ( It is all written in Finnish because I am to leave also some exotic Northern mystery on these pages. ) I am extremely beautiful and exceptionally enchanting, so this must be good stuff to eat. Besides my way of living is the right way to live. If more people lived like me, this planet would be a funny, wonderful, deeply emotionally satisfying joint. Written and published in Recipes | for all possible by © 2015 - 2017 Tiina Hölli 5.4 Coffee / Kahvi
About coffee ... ... y e s .... .... ..... honey, hmmm ... about last night ... About coffee ... A ( käy ylikierroksilla hosuu puhuu nopeasti ja kovaa, rikkoo survoo ) B ( pysähtyy ja jää tuijottamaan A:ta ) Ooksä ottanu jotain ainetta ? A EN OO OTTANU MITÄÄN AINETTA MITEN NIIN OON OTTANU JOTAIN AINETTA B jumalauta ... sä oot juonu kahvia A ( over-RPM speeding talking fast and loud, breaking smashing ) B ( stops and stares at A ) Have you taken some dope ? A NO I HAVE NOT TAKEN ANY DOPE HOW SO TAKEN SOME DOPE WHAT WHAT WHAT B goddamnit ... you´ve been drinking coffee Written by © 2016 Tiina Hölli 02.03.2010 at 14:08, and edited on Wednesday 08.07.2015 at 20:00, published in Writer 8.7.2015, translated and published here and there 23.08.2015 at 20:35 published in - just realized ... - in beBee Publisher and translation in beBee Publlsher on Friday 22.04.2016 5.5 Eat it - or eat it and cry / Syöt, tai itket ja syöt
What if all the children in this world were programmed differently from the beginning ? What if they were told day after day, meal after meal : You will eat this meat now, or as a punishment I will force you to eat this meat or forcefeed you with this meat or beat you and then you will cry and then you will eat this meat, but bygod you will eat this meat, hot or cold, nevertheless you will eat this meat in the end, I don't care how long it takes or how long you have to sit by this table until it is eaten, but you will eat it, and that is my final word. You will thank me when you are old. Now shut up and eat that meat. It is good for you. Written and published with the headline " It is good for you " in Writer by © 2016Tiina Hölli on Sunday 17.01.2016 at 21:10 Published in - just realized ... - in beBee Publisher 25.04.2016 00:30 6 Maailman väestönjakauma / miesongelma
6.1 Tomppelit A ... mutta sitten miehet [ sitä sun tätä pahaa ], miehet [ tätä sun sitä pahaa ] ? B ahaa, mutta eiväthän nämä ihmiset olekaan miehiä ! Hehän ovat tomppeleita ! A ahaa - nyt ymmärrän. Ja näitä tomppeleita on kaikissa paikoissa ja asemissa ja rooleissa ja ammateissa runsaasti? B aivan, ja sen takia täällä eivät asiat suju. Nämä tomppelit ovat luoneet tänne järjestelmän, joka suosii tomppeleita, pitää miehet munattomina ja naiset kyykyssä. Tomppelit sen sijaan lisääntyvät ja perivät maata. Ihmisten on vaikea huomata tilannetta, sillä sitä on jatkunut jo niin pitkään, tuhansia vuosia, ihmiset ovat syntyneet ja kasvaneet laatikossa, jonka palikat tomppelit ovat järjestäneet. On erittäin vaikea huomata, että asiat voisivat olla toisin, vaikkapa kuten tasa-arvoisesti kaikkien ihmisten ja tomppelien kesken. Tomppelien laita on vielä kehnommin ; heillä ei ole edes mitään syytä huomata, että asiat voisivat olla toisin, sillä heillähän kaikki on ihan hyvin. A Mutta miksi oi miksi asioita sitten pitäisi muuttaa ? B Niin - emmehän voi tietää, millainen maailma olisi, jos täällä olisi vain vapaina syntyneitä ja ilman tomppeleiden kannustinjärjestelmää kasvaneita miehiä ja naisia. Millainen on aito manipuloimaton ihminen ? Millaisia ovat erilaiset sävyerot ilman pakkoa ? Emme voi tästä mitään tietää, koska tietojemme mukaan sellaista yhteiskuntaa ei ole missään koskaan ollut. Niinpä emme tässä nykyisessä yhteiskunnassamme voikaan arvostella ketään oikeasta miehisyydestä ja oikeasta naisellisuudesta, joista emme mitään tiedä. 6 The world's population distribution / man issue 6.1 Simpletons A ... but then men [make this and that evil], men [make that and this evil] ? B aha, but these people were not men! They are simpletons! A aha - now I understand. And these simpletons are in all places and positions and roles and occupations in abundance? B correct, and that is why here are things going so badly. These simpletons have created here a system, which favors the simpletons, to keep men without their Penis and women squatting. Simpletons instead multiply and inherit the land. People find it difficult to notice the situation, as it has been going on for so long, for thousands of years, and people have been born and bred in a box, which blocks simpletons have organized. It is very difficult to notice that things could be different, for example, such as equal for all people and simpletons. It is even worse situation with the simpletons in fact; they do not even have any reason to notice that things could be different, as everything is just fine for them. A But why oh why, then, should things change? B y e s - because we can not know what the world would be like, if here would exist just as free-born men and women grown up without this upbringing-system by the simpletons. What is a genuine un-manipulated human like? What are the different nuances without coercion? We can not here now know anything, because to our knowledge, such a society has by no means ever existed. So here we in our society can not criticize anyone about the correct masculinity and true femininity, of which we know nothing. Written by © 2015 Tiina Hölli on Sunday 22.11.2009 at19:39, edited, translated and published in own website Writer on Monday 20.04.2015. julkaistu omilla nettisivuilla Ur Society tiistaina 14.7.2015 17:35. 6.2 Vallan kahva
Ihmisessä on lähtökohtaisesti jotain vialla, jos hän istuu kahdella pallilla hoidellen asioita vasemmalla kädellä pitäen lujasti vallankahvasta oikealla. Puhun nyt tietenkin täysin symbolisesti : D 6.2 The Handle of Power There is something wrong in one per se, if one sits on two stools /(BALLS)/(bollocks) at the same time /( Finnish idiom ) taking care of business with the left hand keeping steadfastly hold on the handle of power with the right hand. I am of course speaking now totally symbolically. Written by ©Tiina Hölli on Monday 03.12.2012, edited and published in own website Writer on 28.03.2015, julkaistu omilla nettisivuilla Ur Society maanantaina 20.07.2015 00:50. 6.2.1 Climate change / Ilmastonmuutos
6.2.1.1 Closure One day climate change finally got to her. For the hundredth time, after heavy rains during the night, she was shoveling the flood water in the basement into an old and buckled army left over bucket, when she suddenly said out loud, alone and out loud to herself : " Why am I doing this ? Why am I doing this ? " These heavy rains had become heavier and heavier each month, and it rained more often each year. The basement of her house was not designed or built to endure such volumes of water running down the hill. All work done to fix the leaks had been futile. So she shoveled the water from the floor - in her left hand holding an ancient rubber spatula with long wooden handle, to direct the water into that long gone and unused snow shovel, and then emptied the shovel into the old and buckled army left over bucket. And then again, and again, until the floor was dry. Rain after rain. Humidity in the basement was over 90 %, and over 80 % even in the garage, where she had her cars from the 70's. Today she found out that both of the little ventilators she kept on the floor were silent. She had set the timer to turn the propellors, to keep car bodies from rusting, but now she saw that even these last fans of cars had permanently failed to function. The cars were not perfect. But they had a story. A perfect, matching story. But stories were cheap, and there were a lot of them cheap stories wandering around nowadays. Why should anybody anymore in this world of perfect objects have a desire to buy her cars ? She had been taking care of them and their story for nearly 50 years, and for what ? Fossile fuels were finished, asphalt roads had huge holes in them, and even the narrow sand road to her house had crashed after the lake flooded. Who would even be able to come and buy these cars from her anymore ? In fact - why even try to keep the basement dry anymore ? The house was already a gonner, built on the coastline. She straightened her back and looked around in the basement. " I don't even like this house ", she said, and put the shovel down. closure was originally written on Saturday 18.06.2016 14:00 - 14:19 and published in Writer by © 2016 Tiina Hölli 18.06.2016 19:40 and in - just realized ... - beBee Publisher 18.06.2016 20:00 6.3 Husbands and wives
( house-bonds and house-trues ), and why fe-males are in fact free-males, and why we ought to correct this misunderstanding immediately. [ about houses ] / [ about how the fuck to live as marrieds ] the truth is found ? in Swedish ( ... in the Viking -language ... ) : house = hus true, loyal = tro-gen [ first part "tro" pronounced like "true" ] married female, housewife = hustru ( hus-tro-gen ) and there seems to be some minor misunderstandings in details also in English, because it is obviously ment to be, that these now so called " Fe - males " are of course F r e e - males. Some basics n o t e : ( I know that Fe-/Male is not any accurate division, so don´t put too much emphasis on that yet, it´s already cooked in my mind years ago -- > ref. 6.4 Genders / Sukupuolet, but this husband/wife -issue is still cooking ) The S p i r i t married Female, spouse, wife = hustru = [ hus tru ] = house true = loyal to the house -- > Females shoud always have the choise to select the house freely -- > Females should always have the possibility to be mobile and Light supertramps -- > afterbear is not recommendable, that only fucks up everything secured by The Materia married Male, spouse, husband = [ hus band ] = house bond, bound = prisoned by the house -- > Males should always have the obligation to own and maintain Property -- > Males are to be steadfastly tied to a location -- > Male mobility ( like military actions ) should never occur, but each Male is bond to a little piece of land they stay foot on, preferably all the time and under supervised conditions ( possibly without any contacts to other males each bond to their little pieces of land - this might be The Solution to World Peace & Harmony ... ? don´t know yet - well, has anybody tryed ... ? any experiences ... ? hmm ... ? Upbringing and imprinting might be enough to keep males each on their little pieces of land ... ? you think ? ) -- > afterbear is not recommendable, that only fucks up everything ( also my concept here ) But -- We act as if this kind of encounter was possible, or even probable. / Toimitaan ikään kuin tällainen kohtaaminen olisi mahdollinen, tai edes todennäköinen. So ... Materia - -Matter- - why the hell is Mother -Matter- ? Because only pregnant women have the Bodies to bear children and Produce ( MAKE = give birth ) to New Bodies. Otherwise Females as such, per se, are not any more -Matter- than Males, in fact, on the contrary, it seems, we are taught - as Female seems to be a highly versatile and varying phenomenon, who knows what happens in there ? - La Donna e Mobile etc. - and, as previously said, Females are in fact Freemales - as, on the other hand, that Male seems to be quite closed concept, Basic Element. ( don´t get upset - remember, I am not b/w, this man's world is ) So Female should not be treated as a prisoned -Matter-, Property ( house bonds ), but cheered and cherished as The F r e e S p i r i t . But instead wtf happens on this Earth all the time ? Now, see, there is this fault in the system : The S p i r i t s get pregnant. So w h y is it so appreciated to obtain New Bodies ? N o b o d y really n e e d s New Bodies. You think somehow The Earth n e e d s New Bodies ? Nope. Females ( per se ) do not n e e d New Bodies to be Light supertramps. Males need New Bodies only, if their own ( owned ) Body is too weak to Work on their Property ( = that little piece of land each male has ) . == > only weak and sick Males with weak Bodies need New Bodies ( afterbear ). Females do not n e e d New Bodies. It is a burden to women, in fact, to be able to multiply materially. [ = it is a heavy burden to carry a child and be motherly ] So who the fuck has fucked this up so totally and profoundly this time ? Okay. - Y O U - Come forward. I have a message for you. [ ... and believe you me, I am not the only one here who wants to have a few words with you. ] Males should bear their own New Bodies and not burden Females with this Property-task. This is purely a logistic issue. ( in fact, to be now totally honest, think about this for a minute : How many individuals do you know, that actually w a n t to have children, as their primary life goal ? Maybe you do ? Aha, yes, that´s what I thought, so don´t be too hypocritical ) ( and all you kids reading this now, don´t take this too personally - you´ll understand later ) Some keywords here were : Female [ usually some random " woman ", or resembling a girl -figure, in minor role ] Male [ usually socially and publicly a " man " -featured specimen of humankind, primary figure ] Freemales [ the actual females by their owwn free nature ] New Bodies [ children, afterbear ] Property [ a Capitalist idea of owning land, which of course is absurd ] Work [ very interesting Concept, we will look into it more closely, also ] S p i r i t [ y e e e e s ... ] -Matter- Capitalist Social Public Additionally I will later use concepts like Integrity, Unique, and Wholeness ; probably also inviolability. ... to be continued ... ( this is not quite clear yet ) Written by ©Tiina Hölli on Tuesday 04.12.2012 at 10:00 Written by ©Tiina Hölli on Sunday 30.12.2012 at 09:44 Published in Writer 28.03.2015 Written by ©Tiina Hölli on Friday 28.08.2015 at 17:21, published immediately In Ur Society and edited the whole evening here. In a state of editing. ( Possibly ) 05.09.2015 at 17:20 Written by ©Tiina Hölli on Wednesday 10.08.2016 at 19:35 added Freemales 6.4 Genders / Sukupuolet
Look around. [ I mean open your eyes also ] Well how many genders do you see ? ( I can also recommend a good optician, if necessary. ) 7 The old concept of work - as a structure / Työ, trad., rakenteena 7.1 Työpaikan hakijat vaeltavat sinne sankoin joukoin. Mutta olosuhteita ei tunneta. Uskovat, toivovat arjen rauhaa Tietäjät, luottavat todistajiin ja etsivät itseään viisaampien kokemuksia netistä. Sattumalla on osansa. Serkkukortti nostetaan : Pomon naapurinpojan tyttöystävän veli kutsutaan haastatteluun. Kahden pätevän rinnalle. Viboja vertaillaan. Ai sä tykkäsit siitä ? Lopulta valituksi tulee henkilö, joka asuu vakituisesti lähimpänä junarataa. Onneksi olkoon. " Valintamme kohdistui tällä kertaa sinuun, voitko aloittaa jo huomenna ? " Written by ©Tiina Hölli Thursday 10.09.2009 at 20:40, found from my Archives and published in Writer 26.03.2015 and in Ur Society on Saturday 05.09.2015 at 17:44 7.2 Ketteryydestä
Jos haluaa pitää itsensä ketteränä ja kilpailukykyisenä, on oltava valmis äkkijyrkkiin suunnanmuutoksiin. Tämä on kovin nykyaikaa. Pyöröovissa pyöriikin nykyään paljon hyrriä. Näkyvät pysyvän paikallaan kukin omissa pikku ovisegmenteissään. Näyttää kivalta. Jotenkin viihdyttävää. 7.2 About being nimble If one wants to stay nimble and competitive, one has to be ready for sudden swerves and steep changes of direction. This is highly contemporary. Lately I have seen a lot of spinning tops whirling in revolving doors, each staying in their own little door segments. Looks nice. Sort of entertaining. Written and published in Writer by ©Tiina Hölli on Thursday 01.10.2015 at 17:21 Richness - The Universe
/ Rikkaus - Universumi 0 Life itself / Elämä sinänsä
0.1 about Living What if your whole life is like trying to remove a typo - say a harmful extra dot in a sentence - and you just can´t get it off, how ever hard you try, you read the manual, you ask for advice, you call specialists, you stay up countless nights and ponder about this - nothing works. This dot stays there and there does not seem to be a way to fix this. Until one morning, after years and your hair gotten grey, you once again open your laptop or whatever, and wtf. You find out that all the time it was fly poo on the screen. Written and published by ©Tiina Hölli on Wednesday 08.07.2015 at 17:21in Writer and later also on AIR BORNE and now on Thor´s day 27.8.2015 at 16:51 also here in Ur Society ( times 2 ) 0.2 about Being
0.2.1 why care A This is a shit place. What a load of shit all this is. B Why do you care ? A huh ? ... what ? B W h y d o y o u c a r e ? A About what ? B About anything. Why do you care ? A I dont understand ... what do you mean ? B Why do you even get up in the mornings - why don't you just lay there and die ? What makes you get up in the mornings ? Notice what it is. Why do you even w a n t to get up in the mornings ? If that is that important to you, that it makes you get up in the mornings, then cherish it immediately, now, today. Focus on it. Enhance it. L o v e it. What makes you even get up in the mornings ? And don't say alarm clock, don't say I-have-tos. You don't have to anything. You could just lay there and die. No worries, at some point someone will get the corpse out. You are not that essential to the system. No body is. Is it your body ? Your body wants to move ? Then cherish your body. Why do you even bother to roll over to see what time it is ? Why care ? Why care about anything ? Just let go and die. It would be so much easier for all of us. Who needs you anyway ? A But ... I love my life ! I love all this ! This is a wonderful place ! I love this ! B Well well then. Do as your heart tells you. Love the one your always with, love the one that is always nearest to you - love yourself being here. Love you and you being here. Where ever you go, there you are, with yourself. Why make this such a big problem ? Just turn it around. This is a love affair. This is the biggest love you will ever receive or give - the biggest love has to be between you and your life. Cherish all, that is in you and around you. It starts with this. You are a fortunate one, you still have your freedom of choice. Realize that - you still have your free choice. Cherish it by choosing L O V E . That's all you need - L O V E . Written and published by ©Tiina Hölli on Tuesday 10.11.2015 at 14:14 in Writer and in Ur Society 28.11.2015 at 21:40 0.3 about Sex
0.3.1 A story. This is a story about a story, because I needed to have a filling, a side to side -filling to this blog-page. I felt like I needed a post that will fill the whole page nicely, primarily for aesthetic reasons. Also ( besides that I thought it would look great ) I was thinking that this might give the appearance that I actually have something to say. A lot of something to say. Well, in fact, I don't, at all, so this is all going to be uttermost bullshit, the whole story here, that is, meaning it will be utterly futile and thus I advice you to stop reading this immeaditely. From now on all here, all this will be absolute nonsense. It does not matter, that I think that most of what I stumble on to read today is also absolute nonsense and a huge waste of time - it does not give me any excuse for this kind of conduct - so I am being honest to you and telling it how it is - this is bullshit. Don't read bullshit. There is so much better shit to read. I used to read a lot. Books. Real books, made of paper. I love books. In fact, reading books was my favorite way of - well, my favorite way, in fact, for many years, and still I miss it somehow, but something happened. To me, in me. I read so much, I read all the possible so called A1-books, classics and indies, and I learned a lot. I must say that when I started reading as a child, and for many, too many years after being a childish reader, I had the most stupid notion, that when one starts a book, reading a book, one should also finish it - because - well, in fact, it goes together with the concept of life I had at that point of time, my younger years - that, well, you know, that anything can hide a pearl in itself, that there can be a treasure in any pile of shit, also in the end of a shit book, and you should not judge a book by its cover, you must have heard this a million times, am I right. So I went on with this belief in my life and in my reading, for years, and it resulted only to having so many unfinished books everywhere - and take this literally, I mean everywhere, I still find some books in my unopened boxes - I moved a lot and I have still unopened boxes from many moves - moving is so unfun that I punish moving boxes by not opening them anymore - and these unfunished books with odd bookmarks in them in these strictly punished unopened moving boxes fascinate me - this fascinate is a verb that conceives a hidden meaning of something being totally horrendous - well, what do you feel when you find books you have not read and you should have because they are very interesting in fact, but there is just something that made you stop reading. The fascinating part comes, when I remember that I have put this and that book aside just when it begun to be really interesting - and I rose from my reading position what ever it was and went to make a cup of coffee or you know, eat cucumber or went to pee, and what do you know - next minute that book has somehow vanished from being - it does not exist anymore - it is gone - forever, and it ends up in that unopened moving box for 20 years for punishment reasons, and never to be found again sometimes, I cannot say because how would I know , if I do not open these moving boxes ever. Anyway, these books that I did not finish do not all have something in common - I cannot define them to be uninteresting or on the contrary so interesting, that I wanted to add my pleasure with food or coffee or whatever when arriving to the peak of the exitement or the point of the book's content, no, the interrupted act of pleasure in my reading could have been triggered with almost any inner or outer interference - the reason was definitely not always in the book itself. But so it went, for years, and as a result, I have now these uncountable unfinished books in punished unopened moving boxes. But that was not really the issue I wanted to tackle here today - well, in fact I only wanted to get some side-to-side-filling to my blog-post-site but that is that story that I am bullshitting here. As a matter of fact, I was trying to express my concern about people reading so much shit and not reading actual, real and high class books. I know - it is said, that - well, who defines what is high class - I know, the same shit goes on in visual arts and music and all sectors of existence, also sex, what is good sex and what is good food. So complex, and for what. There is only one valid way to find out and that is to find out yourself, don't believe in hearsay, find out yourself yourself, in fact, find out what is high class to you, and - this is quite extraordinary - somehow in the end you will come to the similar conclusions with the most qualified hifi experts and most sensitive persons about what is high class, and it takes a long time and much hard work, also in sex, there is no other way to learn what is high class than just do it. Read much and all kinds of books, and gradually you will find out what is high class. It is also the same in being an artist and in all doings and makes what one does as an artist - it takes a very long time to mature, and find out only by yourself, what is high class. And when you find out, you cannot read these shit books, it becomes so repulsive, total waste of time and energy, because you just know as a fact, that there is something so much better - why not go to the source and get the best stuff. That´s how it happened to me. But at some point this became a bore. So I stopped reading completely. I had already stopped watching TV years ago, obviously, I had something high class to do instead, and I have not picked up that habbit of watching TV ever since, I must tell as a side note that only recently, that is last autumn I started going to the cinema again, even, as I had very good high class company to do it with, but this is beside the point, I was writing this side-to-side-filling here about sex and reading high class books, but then, you know how it goes. People get bored if there is too much cake. So I stopped. For years. Then, also, something happened, something else happened, something quite else, and it distanced me also from reading high class books but luckily, also still I did not pick up shit books to read. I just stopped. I have to check at this point if this amount of writing is adequate for my purposes just a minute okay nope not yet so what was I saying, yes, for years I did not read books, and I still don't because I now have something even better to do than reading books. Okay this is enough. I will stop. Written and published by ©Tiina Hölli and on Wednesday 05.11.2015 at 22:01 in Writer and here in Ur Society 28.11.12015 at 21:40 0.3.2 ataraxia
The old woman had been pissed off with her landlord for too many summers. Every year for decades she had returned to this modest cottage in the country, to enjoy the solitude, the peace and quiet of the nature, and the fresh air. Each year, for several months, she lived side by side with a landlord in a secluded site, but in separate buildings, having almost no connection with each other. They both liked to be by themselves. A random polite hello was enough for both. But each time she decided to try something new in her yard - plant a plant, move a stool, cut the apple tree, change the curtains, decorate the windows, or, for heaven's sake - even wash them ! - that landlord acted immediately against her, like he was to maintain the delicate balance in that place at any cost - and he went and somehow fucked all she had done. It was amazing. At first, she could not believe it was deliberate. She felt it had something to do with his willingness to live there alone the whole year-round, secluded and alone without ever having a family or any company there to bother him. Maybe he had just become a little dork. She understood - she was not a piece of cake herself, either. Or maybe she threatened severely that well-established manly place with her rough feminine touch, and spoiled the delicate and fragile testosterone atmosphere. Or ... But as it repeated with any kind of acts she took, she thought that maybe the landlord was feeling guilty about not at all maintaining the cottage himself as he should have. All the improvements she did just reminded the landlord about his own negligence, so he tryed to crush them immediately. Or maybe he was just an overly competing personality ? Or maybe he could not handle too well someone trying to be better than him? But how could someone be that stupid to discourage all the free and freewillingly done decorative or otherwise enhancing environmental efforts from a steadily and firmly paying tranquil tenant, who kept quiet, never asked for help or caused any interference otherwise, and was just trying to make herself more comfortable, and enjoy her stay there more ? Landlord's resistance to any changes she made was incomprehensible to her. So of course, especially years ago as they had been younger, she thought it had something to do with sexuality. It must have had something to do with fucks, or missing fucks, she was thinking then at times, his or hers missing fucks, or maybe both, because of not ever having fucked each other all these months all these years there together. Maybe they should have ? Then again, would it have helped any, she was thinking - probably not at all, probably it would have only made all more problematic, with authority and hierarchy issues confused. Not to mention how awkward it would have been afterwards, if one of them fell for that thing people called love. It could have even ment giving up that whole place altogether and never coming back. No, it was better that they had never fucked. After a few decades she then came to a conclusion, that the landlord was just another control freak. He had had that place for so many years, that he concidered each change on the property a violation against him, and all, how ever little issues like changing the door mat, would have had to be applied and accepted by him first. How ever little. Like putting up a rain gauge. Or that new bright red post box she bought. The explanation must have been that. To the landlord all spontaneous activity by her was an undesirable sign of losing the reigning power balance on that site. So all her acts were annoying and pompous to him, including unprompted and self-imposed acts to better anything, even if they were enhancements to the landlord's property value. So years went by, and after these fine tunings eventually everything stayed as it had always been. As they both aged, she kept following all these contra-acts to her acts, and started to write them down, with checking time from the clock to find out how long it took this time from him to scan and destroy her achievements. Sometimes she even became more amused than pissed off. Then one fine summer day she suddenly begun to see the situation from a new angle. It had always been a mismatch issue. Not her being a mismatch to this place, or them a mismatch to each other as the tenant and the landlord, no - this was truely a case of aesthetical cognitive dissonance. The landlord did not even see her cottage. It was not there. He had let it totally to her. He had not made any investments or repairs to the building for decades. He did not at all engage himself in it. It merely did not exist to him. He walked by it several times each day, but it was not there. The old lady knew of the MMN Theory - Mismatch negativity, which was invented by some Finnish scientists in the 70's. She also remembered seeing something about the funny test with the audience in the basketball match, when someone in a gorilla suit walked through to whole floor in the basketball game, perhaps even jumping some up and down with the players, and nobody saw this, nobody, or remembered seeing a gorilla there, because a gorilla did not belong there - everybody was watching the game, for heaven's sake. Now this came to her mind, thinking about this situation they had in that summer place with the landlord, thinking about the landlord's seemingly selective vision and getting annoyed with anything she did there to disturb the maintaining situation and their years of status quo, this must have been a case of MMN in the real life, this must have, the old woman was now thinking. But then again, why had that landlord begun to perceive his daily reality like this in the first place ? What had happened in that house to make him so reluctant to even notice it anymore ? Why did he want to keep it invisible and out of his daily perception ? Why ... Then the truth suddenly hit her. It was not the landlord, that was troubled with this issue. It was her. How stupid she had been all these years ! She had come here to think about this issue one summer after another - and payed for it too. How stupid is this ! Some things in life are too complicated to keep in mind all the time, and some issues are best to just throw away from one's brain when solved. The landlord had achieved this peaceful state in his life. She hadn't. In one giant moment of pure genius the lady understood how for decades and decades she had been too bothered with this same old question, all summers only pondering this behaviour, instead of just letting it go, and start doing what she came to do there - enjoying her long idle summer days in that modest little cottage, staying there with the fresh air, in her solitude, in her peace and quiet of the nature. ataraxia was originally written and published by Tiina Hölli in Writer © 2016 Tiina Hölli on Monday 20.06.2016 19:40 Published in - just realized ... - in beBee Publisher on Monday 20.06.2016 20:00 and here in Ur Society 21.06.2016 22:41 1 A completely new concept of work - as a system
/ Työ, non-trad., systeeminä 2 Systemic survival techniques
/ Systeemiselviämisiä 2.1 Conceptualist Tiina Hölli : Being Nothing - Hidden Blog / Conceptual : AIR BORNE - -- --- > Category : Universe 2.2 Humourist - - - hi ! - - > bye ! - - > swooooossssssssssssshhhhhhhhhhhhhBOiNG| au W H O P U T T H A T T H E R E ? ? 2.3 Holist quote : John Donohue (1956-2008) : " ... incredible that humans manage to forget the miracle of being here. Rilke said, “Being here is so much.” It is uncanny how social reality can deaden and numb us so that the mystical wonder of our lives goes totally unnoticed. We are here. " 2.4 Universal L o v e r quote : " Alan nyt nähdä itseni sellaisena, kuin maailmankaikkeus minut näkee, täydellisenä, eheänä ja kokonaisena. Se on totuus minusta. Olen nyt täydellinen, eheä ja kokonainen. Tulen aina olemaan täydellinen, eheä ja kokonainen. Tästä lähtien elän tämän uskoni mukaisesti. Luotan Voimaan ja Tietoisuuteen ja uskon, että mitä tahansa minun on tarpeen tietää, ilmoitetaan minulle, ja mitä tahansa tarvitsen, tulee minulle oikeaan aikaan, oikeassa paikassa ja oikeassa järjestyksessä. Olen oikealla hetkellä oikeassa paikassa ja teen oikein. Kaikki on hyvin elämässäni. Näin olkoon. " Louise L. Hay ( You can heal your life. 1984 ) I found this during the 2000´s and quoted here 21.7.2015 2.5 Colorist What is it like to be a colorist by nature ? What is a colorist anyway ? 2.6 Artist What is it like to be an artist by nature ? How to confront yourself as an artist ? 2.7 Trickster / The Joker appendix 1
Premise ( s ) / Alkuoletus | in the beginning
What H A P P E N E D to them ?
appendix 2 Interesting concepts - to K . I . S . S .
quotes ( mainly for myself, to remember ) : " concept / konsepti, käsite
conceptual / käsite- , käsitteellinen, ajatuksellinen, konseptualistinen
conceptualism
abstract / lyhennelmä, tiivistelmä, aineellistuma, abstraktio, yhteenveto, abstrakti teos, abstrakti, käsite, abstrakti luomus ( taide ), uute ( lääketiede ), vaikeatajuinen, poissaoleva, teoreettinen, abstrakti, vaikeaselkoinen, uutettu, abstraktinen, yleinen (kielioppi ), abstrahoida, erottaa, eristää, vetää ( kaunisteleva ), tehdä yhteenveto jstk, poistaa, puhaltaa, tiivistää, tuumia, viedä huomio, vetäytyä ( kuvaannollinen ), uuttaa, tehdä johtopäätös, käsitteellinen, tehdä yhteenveto
abstraction / abstraktio, abstrahointi ( kemia, filosofia ), hajamielisyys, tislaus
premise / ehto, lähtökohta, rajoitus, edellytys
premises
axiom / peruslause, perusväite, perusväittämä, selviö
structure / rakenne, rakennelma, järjestelmä
system / järjestelmä, käytäntö, luokitus, menetelmä, oppirakennelma, rakennelma, ryhmittely
systemic ( -al / -ly )
systematic ( -al / -ly )
methodical / menetelmällinen, metodinen, suunnitelmallinen
methodology
syllogism
synchronism / tasatahti, tasakäyntisyys
synchronization / synkronointi, tahdistaminen
synchronicity
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